Thursday, December 29, 2011

~ Tami ~

September 28, 1962 ~ December 29, 2011

Those we love remain with us

For love itself lives on

And cherished memories never fade

Because a loved one is gone

Those we love can never be

More than a thought apart

For as long as there is memory

They'll live on in our hearts

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Friday, December 23, 2011

Friday Confessional. . .



1. I confess that I'm not a fan of colored Christmas lights, but Ky is. She was super excited when we went to Walmart together and bought colored lights for our tree a few weeks ago. She loves them and I love her, so I'll live with it.

2. I confess that I'm having an extremely difficult time getting into the Christmas spirit this year. We, and when I say we...I really mean Ky, put up the tree and decorated it...but that's it. I haven't gotten out any of my other Christmas decor that I normally do, I'm not giving out neighbor gifts this year and I didn't send out Christmas cards...Wow, I really am scrooge this year :(

3. I confess that I think cancer SERIOUSLY SUCKS, real mature...I know ;) Several years ago my Mom went through a difficult time fighting breast cancer, now we are in the process of losing Tami to the disease and, on top of that, this week we found out that my Grandpa A. (my dad's dad) has multiple myeloma a.k.a. blood cancer. Seriously....what's next??

Oh...and

4. I confess that I probably shouldn't confess when I have a migraine...that was pretty pathetic, lol!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Wordless Wednesday...




Myself, Tami and Tory (in order)-- England 1993

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Yucky Air...


This morning Joel's alarm didn't go off, on the only day this week he had an early morning meeting, and ended up waking up a hour an a half late when my alarm went off at 7am. He quickly got ready for the day and I drove him into Salt Lake. Normally he takes frontrunner, which his work pays for, were he can work while he is traveling. The bummer part is that it takes over a hour for his commute. Driving takes half that time, depending on rush hour traffic, but the gas gets super expensive. During the winter I love that he takes frontrunner, it's much faster during bad snow storms and much safer...I worry about him a lot less.

While driving back home today I came from clean and pretty blue skies back into this junk that has been hovering over Weber County. (Yes, I took a picture while I was driving... Oprah says you can't text and drive...she never said anything about not taking pictures ;) However, this bad air is why I've been doing daily breathing treatments, sucking on my inhaler, and sounding like a chain smoker. It's not been fabulous at all. I'm hoping a good storm will come through soon and clean all of this bad air out.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Wordless Wednesday...


Christmas 2008

Friday, December 9, 2011

Friday Confessional. . .



1. I confess that this has been an emotional week from hell...and, sadly, it's only gonna get worse. Tami, my cousin that I cherish, love, and adore, has been battling cancer for several years and even went into remission once. When it came back it came with family, friends and neighbors...she now has cancer in every part of her body. It's only a matter of days before we have to say goodbye. We are all hoping that she'll make it past Christmas, but the odds aren't in her favor. I love you Tami!

2. I confess that I feel like I do not have enough hours of the day to get what I need done. Earlier this week I bought One A Day "Energy" vitamins...hoping that within the hour after taking them I would somehow gain the super powers of those like Dash from The Incredible's...basically hoping for a miracle. Didn't happen. However, I will keep taking them everyday because...1. they have POTASSIUM in them and 2. maybe the vitamin has to build up in your system to get to the super power part ;)

3. I confess that my favorite part of today (oh, btw...I confess today is Sunday) was listening to Joel and Ry laughing while I was upstairs making dinner. They were watching America's Funniest Home Video's and Ry was laughing the hardest I've heard him laugh in a long time, it made my heart smile.

I started this post Friday morning while my kids were getting ready for school, but then...well, it's things like this I was talking about in confession #2 - there just wasn't enough time in the day to get back to it.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I have a job...

Yes, it's true I work during the day while my kids are at school.....at Brent Alvey Plumbing, Inc. However, lately I've been feeling like people somehow got the impression that I work for ksl.com as the Classified's Customer Service Complaint Department. I don't.....

Seriously, it's getting to the point that, when asked where my husband works, I simply say....He's a programmer in Salt Lake City. PERIOD. I'm so tired of all of the complaints that I hear...Why did they change this...Why doesn't it do this....How come I can't do this.... - Yep, I've heard it all. The funny part though is that Joel hears NONE of it from me. I don't tell him any of the negative things people complain about. Now...if you've got something nice to say, I'd love to hear. The compliments I do pass on :)

As for me, I love the ksl.com classifieds. I've made good money selling things I no longer use or need and I've also gotten a few killer deals on things I'm looking for....all FOR FREE!! I think my fabulous husband and his ONE employee do an amazing job at keeping the classifieds (and also cars, homes, & jobs), a site that averages over 160 million hits a month, running smoothly every day.....well, there was that one day ;)

Joel's heard it all too. He's gotten....Can I have your autograph (seriously, it was bizarre!)...to the other extreme...it simply sucks! Joel laughs at it all and goes about his day. It takes a lot to get him riled up...trust me ;)

So here's my tip....if you want my husband to hear your idea, suggestion or complaint...you should send an email to classifieds@ksl.com.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Wordless Wednesday...

Christmas 2002

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Not a chest cold...

On Wednesday I just wasn't feeling 100%, I was sure I was coming down with the cold that Joel had been dealing with. By Thursday morning I was convinced that the cold was going into my chest. Chest colds are never good for people like me with asthma. I called my brother to tell him that I was going to try to work from home and then called to make a doctor's appointment for later that day.

Because of the high winds, and frontrunner being down, Joel also worked from home that day and was able to take me to my doctor's appointment. I checked in and was asked the 100 questions they ask everyone....still thinking chest cold. My doctor came in, set her laptop down, and told me that I wasn't going to like what she had to tell me. I said something like "Oh gross, bring on the breathing treatments." She knows how bad I hate those...I'll suck on my rescue inhaler all day long...just don't ask me do a breathing treatment. I avoid them at all cost. Unfortunately that wasn't it.

My doctor said, "I want to call an ambulance and have them take you to the ER." I told her that my stupid insurance doesn't pay for ambulance rides and I would rather just have Joel drive me there. She agreed if I would do an EKG before I left and had me take a nitroglycerin - YIKES! Those are AWFUL! Within a few minutes after putting that under my tongue I was sure that I was dying. I immediately became extremely sick...sweating, dizzy, nauseous. The entire time my doctor was there with me taking my blood pressure and talking me through what was going on. Once I passed the EKG, and the side effects from the nitroglycerin went away, we headed for ORMC. I called my Mom on our way there and she asked if I would like to have my Mom there with me...well, DUH, of course! So her and my dad left to meet us there. Yes...I still am, and always will be, Mommy and Daddy's little girl!

Joel dropped me off at the door and went to park. I walked in and the guy setting at counter said, "Are you Heidi?" He immediately called another lady and told her I was there. Joel walked in at the same time the lady called me back. They put me in a room and introduced us to Blake....the FUNNIEST nurse ever! Blake started my IV and had Joel and I laughing with stories about his bizarre day with the injuries the weather had caused. My chest hurt to laugh, so I was holding my chest and crying...while laughing. People continuously came in and out...taking blood, x-rays, and other EKG. My parents arrived during this time and joined in on the craziness.

It wasn't long before the doctor came in and told me that my potassium was dangerously low. He told us that when your potassium goes low it affects all of your muscles --- that your heart really is just a muscle -- and that is why I was having sharp chest pains. The ER doctor told me that they were going to admit me for 24 hour observation while they gave me potassium and magnesium through an IV while being hooked up to a continuous EKG monitor. They needed to make sure I didn't get an overdose of potassium because that is also very dangerous. All laughing stopped and the real tears began...I really didn't feel good and I just wanted to go home!

Blake, my super fabulous nurse, got me a coke, cozy socks and a warm blanket while Joel and my parents made a plan for the kids. My parents would go get them...bring them back to see me...and then take Ry and Ky home with them for the night. Joel called to let the kids know that my parents were on their way. They too started crying....it was good times all around.

Blake warned us that my orders had to go through both the Senate and the House of Reps....so it might be a while. He was right....It took FOREVER to get me into a room. Meanwhile, my parents picked up Ry and Ky, took them to dinner, and then brought them up to see me. It was hard for them to leave, they were super worried, but by this time I knew everything was going to be fine...it was just precautionary. OH, and the pain meds had finally kicked in. Yep, Heidi was in a happy place!

At first I thought...think positive...free reading time, I'll have my kindle and get caught up on some reading. Boy was I wrong. People were in and out all night long. There was no reading and very little sleeping. Joel was great and stayed with me all night. He left around 5 am to go home to shower for the day then was right back with me. Around 9am they sent me for a CT Scan to check both my heart and lungs...everything was fine. Just after 2pm I was released to go home. By this time Joel's parents had the kids and we were able to go home and finally get some sleep. Joel woke up around 8pm and, honestly, I can't really remember waking up at all until this morning. A couple of people have told me that they talked to me...but I don't remember any of it.

I still have the cold I got from Joel...but it's all in my head ;) After all of that, a stuffy nose is the least of my worries and it's SO good to be home! Now I have a fun filled week of Doctor appointments ahead of me while they look into what caused my potassium and magnesium to drop so low.

p.s. I have to give a shout out to my sister, Susie! While I was in the hospital she came over and cleaned my entire house...it was spotless. I left with dishes in the sink, a muddy kitchen floor, and Christmas decor boxes everywhere. Thank you Susie! You truly are a Rockstar!!