
For those of you that know me well, this is going to come as a SHOCK, but today Joel offered, even had it listed on ksl.com, to let me sale my car and buy a NEW one... I couldn't do it! SHOCKING, I know!! I am starting to worry about myself, something MUST be wrong! I have wanted a new car for SO long that I can't even remember when I started dropping the hints. I already had the new car I wanted picked out, got his approval, and the deal was almost done... THEN... I got cold feet. What's with that? OH...I know! It must be because it was his idea and not mine! I'll just wait a week, make the suggest again - my idea this time again - then I'm sure that I'll want to JUMP right into that new car payment again. Oh my...even as I type that I get the chills. Having a car payment again would SERIOUSLY reduce my trips to Wal-Mart, and I'm just not sure that I can commit to that. I liked it SO much better when he was telling me NO! Then Joel was being the meanie, I could continue my trips to Wal-Mart, and I could continue to blame him for the OLD icky car I was driving...